Heartfelt thanks for the healing I had with you on Friday! I felt particularly moved to write to you about it, not only for your own understanding but in the hope that you might be able to share my experience with others so they might benefit from it too.
As soon as I walked into your healing space, your “temple” , I felt the intense energies that you intentioned to be there and I felt immediately relaxed. Although I had been sincerely drawn to having a healing with you previously and knew in my heart it was right for me, admittedly I had been nervous and uncomfortable before entering this room, skeptical of why I had really come and if I needed any kind of healing at all. When I sat opposite you and you spoke directly to me, I knew I could not hide my truth… The truth was, as a wife and mother of 3 who has recently had a lot of physical illness and surgery, including a 3 month pregnancy and miscarriage, my physical being felt awful, undernourished and unloved. I didn’t recognise the woman in the mirror with the dark circles under her eyes, the body scars and lack of muscle tone. I was exhausted and felt the physical and emotional demands of caring for a family and attending to my husband had left me devitalised. It was as though I had aged 10 years in the last 12 mo and for the first time in my life my libido had almost completely dropped away, a scary thing for a woman who has always enjoyed a healthy sex drive! Even though my heart was telling me that I needed some assistance as something wasn’t quite right, my head kept rationalising and insisting that I was doing the best that I could and that everybody ages eventually that this was just something I should accept and just “get over ” . I decided to follow my heart and accept a session with you as I knew as a healer myself that there were energy centres that may be blocked due to trauma and energy could be boosted if these were cleared.
You suggested that a tantric massage would be the best way for me to connect with my physical self again, but I had no idea just how disconnected I had allowed myself to get obviously as the experience of becoming one and whole again completely blew me away !
After undressing and lying down on the mat on the floor, the rest of the world completely dropped away… immediately I felt cocooned in some deep dark womb within mother earth…. Warm. Safe. Loved. Honoured and Respected. The beautiful rhythmic music like a heartbeat that allowed no thoughts of past or future to invade… just the steady present moment. The oils you lavished upon me had a sensuous perfume that made me feel beautiful, pampered and worthy like some ancient revered goddess. I surrendered to the experience, totally and completely with no fear and with complete trust. I was just so relaxed and it felt so good there was just no room for worry or negativity. I was out of my head and totally grounded in my body . How often do we really allow ourselves to do this? To be completely centered and grounded in the physical was so nourishing. The sincere embrace of love I felt from you was very humbling.
I felt various body sensations -many were pleasurable, some were uncomfortable, heavy and painful but as you explained to me, these sensations would eventually move clear and shift as the massage progressed. Feeling this clearing of energy for myself was great confirmation that the process was exactly what I needed!
I felt the kundalini building and rising from my base chakra right to the top of my head. The divine union guided by you, that brought me together with my twin flame dissolved my physical form and enveloped me in complete bliss…. Every sensation merging onto one, suspended in a timeless state of just one breath….
You wrapped me in blankets and allowed me time to enjoy this bliss and come down from “heaven” – I felt so calm and serene, gradually coming back into the world in my own time. Completely at peace and grateful almost for being able to come out of the “mothers dark womb”, born into the world anew- refreshed, clear and revitalised !
What you shared with me is truly sacred work that I feel is necessary for each man and woman to fully know and understand. This form of healing I feel really does narrow the divide between the feminine and masculine, yin and yang, in doing so, illuminating the whole and allowing our human self to surrender to “ the one” …. The awakening is in knowing it is always there and only we choose to separate ourselves from it. The beautiful truth that was revealed to me after our session was that it is our human form that separates us from the divine, but our human form can also re connect us to our splendid divine selves again. If all of us can just allow ourselves to experience this moment of wholeness and bliss from time to time or ideally as part of daily ritual, all of our individual droplets will surely merge into “one”, spilling over the barriers we have placed to contain it, creating an infinite ocean of peace. It is true that what we as individuals choose to create in each moment allows the whole of humanity to evolve into its highest potential, so that Heaven truly can reside on Earth!
You are amazing Laviras and the energies you channel are a blessing to experience!
I am very much looking forward to more healing with you and I’m sure this is just the beginning of an incredible journey.